Look. I try to act cool by saying very rude sarcastic comments and truth be told, I never know what to say really. I’d rather be rude or ignore people because I tend to not like people. But when I meet someone I want to make conversation with it all comes out all weird and I can’t seem to get it right, so I make awkward silence or dumb joke because I would rather be quiet and stupid than saying anything that could ruin the chance to get to know them. I don’t know why I act the way I act. I just tend to make it difficult for people to be apart of my life. I keep people distance until I find a “thing” with them. Some connection that we only have and sometimes it is easier with some and harder with others. When it eventually happens where have something to call our “thing” whether it be an inside joke, a secret handshake or even a simple catchphrase would work. I can slowly be opened. Also, time becomes a big thing. I cherish the people that stay longest in my life and I remain loyal to them because I know them for who they were and who they are now. It won’t change my mind on how I see them. When I have both I feel more comfortable, my mind roams free and I can talk about anything and I can share stories because I like to tell and hear them. So this is what I want to say is I like to listen; skip the social pleasantries and on-the-surface trivia. Let me hear what’s on your mind.
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